Where do you want to be in five years?

This was one question that I got asked all of the time my senior year, that and where are you going to college? I came up with some answer, it usually changed depending on how in-depth I wanted to get, that and who was asking.

I have always had big goals in life, (I will admit that they were sometimes a little unrealistic, but what is the point in dreaming if you don’t go all out?)

In five years, I want have my book done, and my masters in Psychology. That is realistic right? Five years is a long time to write a book and get a degree. Not that those are the only things I want to have accomplished. I want to have much, much more done than that.

Has anyone ever realized how long five years is? Five years is a long time. Not in the scheme of things, but still. That is 1,825 days.

That no one is promised.  Maybe that’s the scariest part.

The fact that none of us really know how long we have. Why do we waste so much time? When we take in to consideration that we might not have the next 1,825 days to get things done, would the things that we care about now really mater? If you had five years to live, would you change how you are living today?

I know I would.

I would let go of things that weren’t in my control, I would try to worry less over all. I would spend more time doing things that make me happy, and that I care about. I would spend more time studying God’s word, and talking to him. I would talk to everyone I met, I would try to change as many lives as I could. Not to quote John Green, but the marks humans leave are too often scars, and I would want to make sure that any scars I made were replaced with love.

The good thing, is that most of us have longer than five years to live, and we need to start living like that today. Because the truth is, that no one knows when their last day will be.

 

This post took an unexpected turn, so maybe tomorrow night I will blog about the topic I actually wanted to blog about.

 

I’m Back, Kind of

Last week I deiced to take a break from the blogosphre, and work on my book. Just kidding. Actually I had a blog post that I wrote, and felt like I should publish, but in the end I didn’t. I couldn’t. So you guys got a break from me, and I got a chance to do other things.

On the truthful side, I have been working on my book, and it just hit 20K words. Which sounds great , (and it is), but I still have a minimum of 30K to go. Honestly, I think my book is a piece of junk, but that’s okay, because it still loves me. I have decided that if I ever finish it, I will celebrate by eating an entire  Trial Cake, all by my self. I will explain what a Trial cake is when I figure out exactly what it will consist of. I have not decided what I will do if, if, I get it published. That is a big, big if.

Just in case anyone is wondering, (which you probably are not), no. You are not allowed to read it, see it, or get on to my computer and read it. I will however, be looking for people to read it, if and when I finish it. So keep checking back.

I must go now, Willah (Jacob added the h on the end)  is chewing on the wall again.